Me too. She was doing so well, but felt like a constant failure and didnt know what she was going to do when she grew up due to her intense social anxiety. But throughout his teen years the Two people in my family committed suicide. After experiencing my own anxiety and panic attacks around this whole thing I decided to take a step back for my own health. he killed himself. My friends father was murdered though. No signs no nothing of this ever happening. How Texas' mental health system failed a man begging for help Since its happened my family are heart broken and never been the same again. Homer Bell was 54 years old when he killed himself in April in a very public way he laid down his head in front of a stopped bus in his hometown of Hartford, Conn. Schizoid1 April 4, 2021, 5:13am 3 Oh honey, no, thats totally understandable. I pray you and your family can find peace and comfort in your memories with your brother. My whole world was spinning and numb. They started visibly showing 7 years ago and then became worse after my mother passed. We spent about four hours walking the shoreline looking and talking and enjoying each others company. I miss him terribly everyday of my life and will until I take my last breath and beyond. I dreamed for months that it wasnt true, and then woke up, and broke into tears. She had dozens. They will continually shoot down help and deny they have a problem. So yeah, the system failed your father, your brother and all of you. Oh honey, no, thats totally understandable. i cant begin to wonder what he was going through. My brother shot himself on November 20, 2019. He was a habitual Cannabis user from age thirteen and also took class A drugs occasionally at parties. I had to take charge of his funeral for my parents. I dont know anybody who killed themselves and I dont even know anyone who tried except me. Schizophrenia can be managed with treatment and support. That is how I can keep on going on. We were drinking coffee as we talked about going for a walk over the Beacons after lock-down.